this is rull good
happy 4 20 day, for 24 (4 20 4) hours all drugs and some murders are legal
have fun but be responsible and remember that drugs and some murders are wonderful but this is a christian holiday and swears are still illegal so keep it clean and have a good time :)
do crimes w/me
i did adderall recreationally today for the first time and like on one hand i really do like being on uppers a lot more than i like being on downers but on the other it seems to make me a lot more introspective when i dont have like an assignment to be focusing on and now im definitely more depressed than i was earlier today but also i kind of maybe came to a realization
i got diagnosed with ADD as a kid and for like ten years i just sort of havent been doing anything about that but taking an ADD medication has made me realize that really a lot of the problems i have that i’ve chalked up to depression might actually come from attention deficit instead. academically obviously i have a problem with planning things ahead or caring about things until its almost or actually too late, but also socially i always have this feeling of distance and disconnection from all the people around me and until i had some conversations while on adderall i just took it for granted that 90 percent of the time my mind would just be somewhere else entirely while talking to anyone. having a conversation on adderall felt like having a conversation the way everyone around me seems to have conversations. i felt a little more like an actual participant.
or maybe im just a lazy asshole who wants some drugs